A sad day at Zumbro

I am sad to be writing this post but it is something I thought I should share, since it is going to be a big part of my ministry.
One of our very involved members past away Monday night, unexpectedly. His name was Orrin, a very strong Norwegian who was a part of everything here at Zumbro. He was at every event, helped at every healing service, by distributing communion, assisted with the offering on Sunday, attended every bible study, speaker, or event at Zumbro, and was simply a wonderful presence around Zumbro.

I had hospital visits on Monday, and Orrin was there due to high blood pressure. I found out in my visit with him and his wife, Margit, that he had just got out of surgery. They ended up putting three stints (Sp?) in his heart to help with blood flow.
They were both under the impression that this would help significantly and that he would be able to return home in the next couple days! Orrin was still himself.. trying to speak to me in Norwegian (that's the best way to learn), and I was telling him how much he was missed at church, and we hope he hurries back soon before Zumbro falls apart due to his absence. It was a great visit with a good portion of humor, concern, and prayer.

Little did anyone know, when I checked my email the next morning, that Orrin had passed late Monday night. Family was all there, and they had time to say their goodbyes before taking him off life support. As I read the email, I just sat and cried. I have only been at this church for not even 5 months, and yet I feel so connected to the people here at Zumbro, but especially Orrin. I can't believe it... I am still in a state of shock... life at Zumbro without Orrin.. just doesnt seem right.
Death is a hard concept in ministry for me. Especially when it hits close to home... just a few weeks ago I assisted in a funeral of a 25 year old girl, the oldest of 3 girls... I automatically thought of my oldest sister. I couldnt imagine losing her. The family support at that funeral was incredible.

I dont know if I am selfish with death cause I dont want the people in my life to leave me. I dont know if it is because I dont like change, or if I am just not "used to it" yet... I mean, I know you never get used to death, but in ministry I mean, learning my role when ministering to a family, or to myself...when it comes to death.

I am so grateful to have known Orrin! He blessed the lives of everyone he came into contact with. I am just so lucky to have been one of them. His funeral I suspect will be a big one, all the people whose lives have been touched by Orrin and his helpful, genuine attitude!